today I'm going to therapy and bringing my friend bish her things for the con and meeting mary and meeting megan to get my car back from the shop and sewing what I didn't sew yesterday. doesn't seem like a lot but it's a lot to me. I've been watching an utena marathon to inspire my cosplay efforts. ummm... what else I submitted 2 pictures of me ( Read more... )

i think i've got my costume sched all figured out for az.  fri am - anthy; pm - lolita brown.  saturday am - rarity; pm - maybe street clothes? Sunday - lolita brown.  waha plans!

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had a dream a guy was trying to kidnap me and this other girl, and he found us and i was so tired of running. so i went to a bathroom filled with girls i knoe, and said "i'm about to be kidnapped and i have to pee, can i cut ahead?" and tjry all started freaking out anout me about to be kidnapped. "so i can't jump ahead in line?"

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I've been reading a lot of wiccan books lately, and haven't found a favorite 1 quite yet. I really like ones about natural witchcraft.  I charged and lit candles today 1 for calming and 1 for prosperity. yay!

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I've been using other website lately like paganspace.net, and the other normal social media websites. I'm also writing in a journal and reading an astrology book everyday. I'm doing this spelladay book and listening to calming music. I really think it's helping.

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I've got this book called wiccan wellness, and I'm on the journaling chapter. you write about the good things, the bad things, and how to turn around the bad things. I wrote about body and mind, now I'm writing about spirit but I don't know what to write. my pillow catches my tears, my stuffed animals hug me when no 1 else will, my life gets blurry ( Read more... )

can I record with the music going? apparently I can. this girl on bronies on facebook is just a bitch. and mike doesn't understand why I'm upset. I bought a new book called a discovery of witches. I've been waiting for it to come out on paperback and it's finally did! I haven't read much but what I have read is really good. I also bought 2 manga. I ( Read more... )

I'm in my comfy bed with my comfy comforter with a cat and a dog. the tiny apartment is coming along and I can't wait to move my clothes down here. it's always hard to sleep in a new place so it took me a while to fall asleep. but it's early now so I'm going back to sleep. or watching sailor moon I havent decided. excuse my bad grammar I'm still ( Read more... )

waiting in the church parking lot - half an a hour to go until my mom getz out and we can go to bishs house. shes gonna help with the decoration set up. i hope she stays for a bit to say hi to everyone. baby showers are hard. especially when youve never been to one.  wish me luck!

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i feel like hurting myself. why? why do i feel this way? i need to see a therapist.

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